Mwaahaahaa

You've created a monster Viv. An open forum where I can say whatever is on my mind whenever it pops up??

Well, for starters, a tremendous thank you for the emails of encouragement and support. It is truly a source of Chizuk at this bittersweet time. My best friend wrote to me today and it reduced me to instantaneous tears. She wrote

"I am beyond words happy for you and it breaks my heart to be away from you and your adorable family but I KNOW you will be happier and so to that I say....

Get home girlfriend. Go breath again. Begin to Live."

It is the essence of how I feel and to hear it from outside of myself shows me what kind of people I am honored to have in my life.

So, now that I am crying again, I will sign off and thanks Aviva for this forum. I can feel all that I've locked away for so long slowly break its way out of the prison I have protected it in.